No yaya+household chores+work+personal projects+nursing+katy's bday=super stress.
But then I choose not to feel the stress. I just sleep at night then wake up and do the chacha. However, something happened tonight and the autopilot button got switched off. My body suddenly felt heavy, as if I was going to get sick. I felt like crying, and so I did. Tapos nag-usap kami ng masinsinan ni God.
I remember a conversation I had this afternoon with a friend. She said she got an answered prayer, but still her life is sad. And this was my reply:
Ganun siguro talaga. Ang buhay naman hindi binibigay sa atin para maging masaya tayo. Binibigay ito para maging makabuluhan.
So tonight, during my drama, I asked myself, "Makabuluhan ba ang buhay ko?" The answer is YES. Then I hugged my sleeping husband and kids.